Yeah okay soooo. You're right about the communication thing, obviously, you're always right. But we kind of just reached a point where it just feels like be no longer trusts me enough to tell me anything.
[ what makes it hard to say the next part is that karkat is pretty sure it makes him an asshole? and okay, he is in fact an asshole, everyone knows that. but it's still difficult to approach. ]
I miss being the person he goes to when he wants to talk about shit? But he always chooses other people for basically everything now? And I'm happy that he's surrounded by so many people that care about him but it kind of just makes me feel really irrelevant.
[ he hesitates before adding the next bit ] You might not be aware but I used to like Terezi a lot? And I completely fucked up any potential of dating her, and then she completely ditched me for Vriska and it was Dave who helped me get over that. But this whole current situation with Dave is starting to feel really similar to how Terezi started pulling away from me and I have no idea how to stop it happening again.
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[ what makes it hard to say the next part is that karkat is pretty sure it makes him an asshole? and okay, he is in fact an asshole, everyone knows that. but it's still difficult to approach. ]
I miss being the person he goes to when he wants to talk about shit? But he always chooses other people for basically everything now? And I'm happy that he's surrounded by so many people that care about him but it kind of just makes me feel really irrelevant.
[ he hesitates before adding the next bit ] You might not be aware but I used to like Terezi a lot? And I completely fucked up any potential of dating her, and then she completely ditched me for Vriska and it was Dave who helped me get over that. But this whole current situation with Dave is starting to feel really similar to how Terezi started pulling away from me and I have no idea how to stop it happening again.